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Future vs Past

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      I wanted it to work out

      So badly

      But it didn’t

      And now I could kick myself

      For not trying hard enough

      I tried

      And tried

      And I tried it some more

      But I couldn’t succeed

      And now everything is going to change

      A new environment

      A new beginning

      A new future

      Leaving everything behind

      That I don’t want to leave

      Leaving everyone behind

      That I don’t want to leave

      Because I think the past was

      So much better

      Even though I can’t

      Really know that yet

      But my past has you in it

      So it must be

    Better
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A Restless Mind

Restless am I
As I dream of you
All the time
How we’re laughing
Together
In one moment
Crying
Together
In the other
And then you fade away
It all fades away

And I wake up in tears
Because I never want you to fade
I never want you to leave
I don’t want us to cry
I want you to be happy
And healthy

But my father says
We have to prepare ourselves
For
When
You’d
Fade
Leave us

For
When
You’d
Die

 

The only thing
I can hold on to
Is our memories together
For you’ll stay forever
In my heart