Promise unfulfilled
Flawed instead of flawless
Not the perfect dream
It used to be
Older
Yet still not wiser
Swayed by emotions
Day by day
Wanting all the best
For you
But
Failed delivery
Category Archives: Poems
Promise unfulfilled
paralysed
The page is blank
the edges
unspoken of.
mute
Letters forming
words forming
sentences forming
a quiet conversation
between me
and the person I can’t speak to.
And yet there is
a lot to say
before it’s all
too late
But still,
the page is blank
the edges
unspoken of.
mute
3 years of love
Future vs Past
- I wanted it to work out
- So badly
- But it didn’t
- And now I could kick myself
- For not trying hard enough
- I tried
- And tried
- And I tried it some more
- But I couldn’t succeed
- And now everything is going to change
- A new environment
- A new beginning
- A new future
- Leaving everything behind
- That I don’t want to leave
- Leaving everyone behind
- That I don’t want to leave
- Because I think the past was
- So much better
- Even though I can’t
- Really know that yet
- But my past has you in it
- So it must be
- Better
Please Stay
I look around
And yet I don’t see anything
I keep on staring
In the darkness
Even my dreams
Aren’t safe anymore
Death is always around
I’m afraid
Did I tell you enough
How much I love you?
I don’t understand
Why you have to die
We were going to do
So much together
Celebrate birthday’s
Celebrate New Year
You promised me
We’d dance together
At my wedding
Am I selfish
For wanting you to stay?
I can’t help it
I cry all the time
I can barely sleep
For I keep on staring
Into the darkness
Please stay!
I need you
I Love You
Return to me
I watch you
Walk away
I see
How you
Disappear in the crowd
Everything turns
To black
A hopeful feeling
Awaiting
Your return
Waiting for the sun
That’ll rise
And the night
Will fade away
As my blindness
Will fade
When you
Come back to me
Stars
I’m wandering
Outside
Stars are shining
Bright
They are
Little diamonds
In the sky
I wander
I wonder
When did my life
Become so complicated?
It all used to be
So simple
Childlike innocent
Not a single worry
On my mind
And now
I’m afraid
I grew up
And noticed
All the cruel things
That happen in this world
If I could only be a star
In the sky
Shining bright
Like a little diamond
There for everyone to gaze upon
And make them wonder
Maybe this world isn’t such a bad place after all